latuacantante007

dear nan margot, last night i had a dream about you. everyone was together again for what felt like the last time but no one had actually said it out loud. ignorance is bliss, remember? we were on a bus and it was dark outside but it wasn't nighttime, and we were somewhere beautiful- maybe it was paris, i can't remember properly. well i was the last to get on the bus and i looked up from the cold floor and there you were. you sat there and looked at me and smiled, sitting right next to poppa. right where you belong. i walked up to you and all i said was "thank you. he needs you." i was crying because i knew that no one else could see you

he sounded like he really did love you, you know. he did. i don't know what to look for if it's not allowed to be him. he was perfect minus all his flaws. he kissed my nose you know. there's other boys that do that too. he really loved me though. he really, really loved me though. and i loved him too. today i kissed a boy with bright blue eyes and i smiled.